still too proud to sink

ASK   I try not to remember my real name, my blog is my personal space for things that make me smile like the Beatles and poetry. I have a pacemaker, a love for firefighting and a deep interest in medicine. I also really like putting on lipstick and taking photos of myself.

"Familiar faces scare me the most
They’re the easiest to remember when they come back as ghosts."
— 1 day ago with 3 notes
#shut up jackie 
"I wish my heart was as strong as its passion."
Forever limited
— 1 day ago with 2 notes
#dysautonomia  #fire  #wildland fire 

I’m going as a huge disappointment to my parents for Halloween this year!

I’ll probably just wear my regular clothes.

— 2 days ago with 2 notes

"Its just poetry. You might not even like it."

"Probably not."


— 2 days ago with 6 notes
#sad  #poetry  #two kinds of people  #people who get it  #people who dont 

I think I left too early
I think I ruined everything

— 3 days ago

In need of some massive distraction.

— 3 days ago with 2 notes

I still imagine myself
with you

And this is all it
takes for me to
escape reality
and confirm
that I have
gone insane

Don’t wait up for me

— 4 days ago with 14 notes