still too proud to sink

ASK   I try not to remember my real name, my blog is my personal space for things that make me smile like the Beatles and poetry. I have a pacemaker, a love for firefighting and a deep interest in medicine. I also really like putting on lipstick and taking photos of myself.

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If empires really fall like you say then my walls have been wrecked and there’s nothing left of the jaded pride I forced into existence by the leftover scars of past “love” except the rubble beneath your fingernails

I was never made of stone, I’ve always been easy to burn but I had to paint myself gray
As ashes that once glowed furious orange of “never again”

'Hell hath no fury' but Hell's never met you

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I have never needed as much as I need you
— 7 hours ago with 29 notes
#spilled ink  #bad poem  #shut up jackie 
"I wish I hadn’t shown you the darkest parts of me."
I Would Take it All Back (#616: July 21, 2014)

(Source: write2014, via fumblingintoadulthood)

— 11 hours ago with 32886 notes
"I don’t write in the hope of any sort of recognition,
I write because there’s a voice inside me
that likes to sing even when no one is listening.
I’m not an artist or a craftsmen,
I’m just one of those infinite monkeys
banging away at a machine I barely understand,
just because I have nothing better to do with my hands.
I write because there is a solace in
the brief silence I find inside,
when I feel like I can rest my mind for a moment.
I write to untangle the meanings from the dreams that form words I can’t speak aloud.
I write because it proves to me that those dreams exist,
and that if I can create dreams,
then goddamnit I can create moments I want to keep.
And let’s be honest, is there any difference between artistry and therapy if all we’re really doing is creating memories?"
giraffevader - To the Rush fan I work with who thinks the Ramones didn’t make “proper” music…..punk’s still not dead asshole (via giraffevader)

(via giraffevader)

— 13 hours ago with 283 notes
Spending time with my mom means

Being in the same room.

Preferably not talking.

Preferably busy with our own tasks.

— 1 day ago with 3 notes

poetreesque:

cedaratlantica:

starry-eyed-wolfchild:

A town known as the “town of books”, Hay-on-Wye is located on the Welsh / English border in the United Kingdom and is a bibliophile’s sanctuary.

image

(Source: whenonearth.net, via thedarkdarkbright)

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#well look at that  #that is really cool  #giraffevader 

bakeddd:

dulce de leche cake with dulce de leche buttercream

— 1 day ago with 511 notes
#cake  #i will make this for you 

Watching each drop of coffee fall to collect in the base of the pot.. Desperately promising me something good is going to happen today. I need this..

— 1 day ago
#coffee 
Oh no problem… Its just like.. My whole life’s ambition.

Oh no problem… Its just like.. My whole life’s ambition.

— 1 day ago with 1 note
#chronic illness  #dysautonomia  #house md  #pots  #ncs  #vvs 

Sharing a room sucks. Moving home sucks. Save yourself. Be homeless.

— 2 days ago with 1 note